Wednesday, March 29, 2006

hello everybody !
it's 3am in the morning and i'm all cranky
what's worst
i can't sleep
but nevermind about that
got a couple of good things to announce

my cg leader signed me up for a guitar class
yes ! have been waiting for this to happen
one of my goals this year is to learn how to play the guitar
and now it seems possible
woohoo !

another thing is my bro is coming back from switzerland on thursday morning
he said he'll get me something from switzerland
a swiz knife or a watch
something like that..
but i hope he'll get me a watch than a swiz knife

just finish watching the latest episode of this anime called "Fate/Stay Night"
and if you're a anime lover
this fine piece of animation cannot be missed
the storyline is well written
quality of the anime is top notch
fighting scenes are exciting
and lastly the characters.. you'll love them
especially Saber
what more can you ask from an anime?

i'll just end my post here
nights

integrate at 3:01 AM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

29 March 2003
a date that i'll most probably never forget in my life

strange how it has been almost 3 years since back then
strange how this date flash across my mind at this moment
strange how i could still vividly remember the details of that day
strange how my life changed after that date
strange how our life once so close now so far
strange how the paths we trend on now differs completely
strange why am i typing all these after such a long time since then

remember remember 29th March of my calendar

integrate at 4:13 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

4.30am right now
just finish watching Internal Affairs III
also known as Wu Jian Dao
borrowed the DVD from Jeremy earlier today

yes yes yes
i know i'm outdated
the show was screened decades or centuries ago
and here i am watching it for the very first time
but hey
good movies have no measures of age
and right here and now
i stamp my good quality movie award on this film

the story is amazingly simple
yet twist of events and cliff hangers leave you grabbing onto your seat
enticipating what's about to happen next
EMO rating of this movie is pretty alrite
prolly cause i'm a male gender
aint gonna get move to tears that easily
but the story did done its part in touching my heart

i feel especially for the character Andy Lau played in
although he was the bad guy
all he wants was to simply turn over a new leaf
but the saying goes "no crimes are left unpunished"
he desperately tried to run away from the crimes he committed
but there's no hidding from the arms of justice
if he had turn himself in right from the start
things wouldn't have ended this badly

moral of the story:
"BE A MAN
DO THE RIGHT THING"
-Russel Peters-

*laughs*

integrate at 4:28 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

it's 2am in the morning right now
for the past consecutive days
i've been sleeping at 7am in the morning and waking up 10am in the same morning
wonder why i'm experiencing such sleeping disorder

there's so much things bottled up in my mind
all jumbled up like an indian rojak
it's a mess up there
realized i posses a weird thinking mentality

having my long awaited holidays
can't wait till it ends

prefer solitude
yet i don't like being and feeling alone like now

telling myself to try and strive harder the next semester
keep dwelling and sulking at the GPA

wished for a chalet and should be in spydra chalet now
wanna stay at home

wanna go jogging, basketball, swimming and badminton
don't wish to do anything

sharks
i need to do something about me

integrate at 2:00 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

been awhile since i post an entry
so here we go

results came out and it aint up to my expectations
did moderately alrite.. improved from last semester
but still a long way to go till i hit my target of 3.5
nevertheless, i'll keep working hard
and even if i never reach this goal of mine
i can pat myself on my back and remind myself that least i've gave it a shot

pattra is back from thailand for a short period of 4 days
only get to meet him yesterday for dinner over at suntec
and i so proud to have a friend like him
top student in the university over there in thailand
keep going my friend
shine !

talking to pattra made me realize so many things
i see him as an inspiration to keep me going further in my studies, career and the list goes on..
he challenged me not to be afraid to fight for what i believe in
and most importantly, the ability to see and fulfill a dream that everyone has

sad to say.. he left home for thailand today
i was there to send him off at terminal 1
could sense that he left singapore with much reluctance
especially when everyone is so caught up so their own life..
i was the only friend there to wish him bon voyage

i guess if i were him, i would definitely felt the same
after losing in contact with your dear friends over a period of time
all you wish is to have a good time of reunion with them
yet this wish seem to be deprived as they are caught up with their own stuffs
busy till they couldn't even spare a time off for a short fellowship
do i have the capacity to accept such harsh reality..?
i guess not..

i haven't mentioned the fact that the hearts of some friend grew frightening cold
once heart to heart friends who were your sworn best friends
now as of the distance where you don't get to meet one another face to face that often
the relationship as friends is no longer present?
is that what a friendship is meant to be?
seeing one another = friendship?
not seeing one another = no friendship?
personally, i do not consider such people as friends
they are more of an acquaintance

if you ever asked me how do i define a friend
i would tell you this
sincerity
the word speaks for itself
how much are you willing to sacrifice for your friend
are you willing to go the extra mile for your friend
giving all you've got for your friend

yes, this is what i regard as a true friend
before you call me a friend
think briefly of what i've said
embrace my theology of friendship
do you have what it takes to be a true friend to others?

integrate at 6:37 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

rumour has it that the results will be out on saturday
which means that those who applied the sms service to receive their results will get it tomorrow
and i happened to be one of those who applied for that service

i'm confess that i'm feelin' a lil nervous and panicky
but my re-assurance arrived when i recalled of what pastor kong said
"do your best and let God do the rest."

i did tried my best for this semester's paper
although i reckon' that i could've done much better
but i'm trusting someone who have an extraordinary plans for me
that i can be at my best
amen & amen

integrate at 10:21 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Quote from Final Fantasy X :
"If we should get separated.. Just whistle.. I'll come running... I promise.."

integrate at 3:58 AM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

i love the beach in sentosa
fantastic

combine outing with bro. ching jun cg
had a great time of games
glad most of the people enjoyed the water game that i'd planned
defend of mount zion
a day filled with water bombs

i wanna have another cg outing to sentosa
proposed to bro adriel for a combine cg outing with e13 & e242

the sun
the beach
the sea

absolute sensation

integrate at 8:42 PM

i dread having haircuts
it always ended up as a disaster !

going sentosa tomorrow !
woohoo

integrate at 1:02 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

a random thought of the day,
i think girls look nice with a pony tail

integrate at 1:47 AM